miércoles, 20 de agosto de 2014

Life Thoughts: Panic Attacks and Depression

Hello Everyone, I decided to create a new series of posts called Life Thoughts, where I share experiences and thoughts about a topic. In this case its about two, Panic Attacks and Depression. And I hope this isn't going to be a super long post, but it is important to me.

 I guess I should start from the begging of this life journey dealing this two symptoms. I remember my first panic attack, I was 16 years old and it was in school, in fact I already started blogging by that time. I know exactly what sparked that panic attack, probably my social anxiety levels at that time. I surrounded my self with  the wrong people, that wouldn't care if I was dead or alive. It really got to me, I felt completely alone, even at home I would get really upset. But I didn't know what was going on , months past and I just kept having panic attacks, they would get worst as time past, it was awful. It wasn't until I turned 17 and asked for help. I went trough a lot of problems (emotionally) and physically , because of my problems I wasn't the nicest person to be around with I stated pushing people away, which caused me more anxiety, it was a vicious cycle that lead no where. In April 2012 I had an argument with a  friend at the time. I had a massive panic attack, then the school counselor recommended me to take a break (and I did). It was finals month so I had to go to school, while I was going to school I went to an emergency psychologist. She was nice, she recommended me a rehab center, which I would go when school ended. At first I was really scared and sad. I ended going to rehab for an amount of time, at first I felt awful, but the more the days past the better I felt. The doctor's diagnosis was depression with suicidal thoughts and anorexia ( I don't feel comfortable taking about that yet, but in the future who knows?) I got help to heal, I was so messed up and depressed at the time, I cringe whenever I think of that. Depression was a lonely bumpy ride, where I would have constant mood swings and massive panic attacks anywhere. When I was released I was a completely different person. I felt so much better, it wasn't easy it took me about a year to be myself again. At the end I thank god for helping me get trough depression. Its been two years out of rehab and I can say without a doubt that I'm fully recovered, and I don't remember my last panic attack.I love my rehab experience because it saved me from a path that was leading somewhere dangerous.

If your dealing with something similar, get help. Its a bit scary at first but you will fell better, I promise. Tell someone how your feeling, your mental help is more important that an argument, school, other people or anything else. I should know, I've been there and it was not healthy.

I hope you enjoyed this post  
Till next time :)    

Whats in my make up bag



I always wanted to do this post, I think I did one when I was 16. But that was so long ago, and I was just starting with make up. I cringe when I read my old posts, Its kinda like that awkward picture when your young and insecure (lol) I wanna do a post about my old pictures and style evolution one day. Anyway I wanted to show you an updated whats in my bag post!

Its no secret my obsession with cats, when I saw this bag I had to buy it! Its quite big and soft, everything fits!

Inside the bag:
Rimmel London Concealer ( I don't have this anymore, cant remember the name though) :(

I can assure you this one its better than the last whats in my bag post :)

Hope you enjoy it 





lunes, 18 de agosto de 2014

My first Haul: Ebay and More!

Hello everyone its been a while!. Uni is starting next week so I took this opportunity to write about my biggest passion right now, ONLINE SHOPPING! I love online shopping is tax free, you get international stuff and you don't have to deal with store's drama. Anyway I've been bad lately and I have bought a lot! #sorrynotsorry. I wanna write an entry about good online shops and good buyers in the future, that would be fun! I have received some of the things I have bought but not all has arrived yet. Enjoy :)


Here is a group photo for you! :D



My beauty Diary Oil Control Soothing Sheet Mask 
I wanna say this my favorite sheet mask that I have ever tried. It was my first time trying the brand too. I will do a full review of this product in the future. I personally don't like sheet masks because there way to moisturizing for my skin, but this one is formulated for oily skin so its perfect for me, my skin really like it. I really recommend it for oily skin.



Aritium Full Cover Concealer 

My sister bought this one for me when she was studying in South Korea. So far it covered a lot, but I have too give it more time for a full review, since I have not tried this more than one.

Etude House Real Art Cleansing Oil

This was a huge package, which I was really happy about because it cost me $15!. I have not tried this yet though. I bought this because it was recommended to me, and its meant to be really good for removing stubborn mascara, like the one I'm currently using from Majolica Majorca.


 Cathy Doll 4 in one Cleanser
I have not tried anything from this brand before, but OMG! its amazing, I love how I put this on and I dont have to worry about it trough out the day. Its perfect for lazy girls like me and it was really affordable too. I will be doing full reviews about every beauty item I got in the future.

Floppy Hat
 It was not in the picture because it didn't fit, but this is my new BFF basically, when I'm lazy I just trow this on and I'm ready to go! its perfect and it cost me $8!!!

Bunny Ear Beanie 

Its so soft, cute and perfect. That's it! just buy it please, thank you. Its super cheap too.

Cat Ear Derby Bowler Cap 

This is perfect! lol

Sailor Uniform
I wanted this for soo long! its so soft as well! :D

Perfect Peter Pan Collar Sweater 
I LOVEEEEEE THIS!! IT IS PERFECTION. Really soft as well :D

Peter Pan Collar Blouse 
It looks very elegant but its not the best material and its very see trough, but I was able to rock this out for dinner with some friends! got some compliments as well.

Sailor Styled Long Shirt 

Not in the group picture but I love this one, fast shipping and its super nice quality too, Very affordable ($12) and cute :)

And thats the end of this haul, defo not the last one though :) I hope you enjoyed it :)

lunes, 11 de agosto de 2014

Review: TONY MOLY Egg Pore Blackhead Out Oil Gel

Hello! I have another Tony Moly review today! and it won't be the last one. This shows how much I love their products, This one is a skincare product. I wanted to try a Korean scrub and I bought this one. Is actually pretty gentle I really like it. I'm not a fan of how much product it has, very little in my opinion!. This gel type scrub activates in touch of sebum and leaves skin supple and fresh. I really like how its effective but not drying, I use this on my T-zone because that's where I have the sebum (gross!)  Its super affordable too! I feel like Tony Moly its a safe brand to use, when I buy a product I know I'm gonna like it. The line also has two other products that I haven't try yet! But I do recommend it, I really like it!

Pros:
Its Cheap
Leaves skin Supple and very clean
Beads are not harsh 
Smells good
Perfect for sensitive skin
Gets rid of sebum, blackheads and dead skin 
Its gentle


Try it out! its great! 

Cons:
More package than product
Hard to travel with
Hard to take the product out ( I prefer a pump)


Hope you enjoy it!


Girl Crush: Camila Cabello From Fifth Harmony


 I never thought you could have a girl crush on someone younger than you, but you can apparently. Camila Cabello is a member of the X factor Fifth Harmony, one of my friends love washing Xfactor US and had a crush on Fifth Harmony, when she showed me I fell for them too! They are soo talented and very pretty five girls I love the songs and everything. When they announced they were coming to Puerto Rico I just knew I had to see them live! I was on arena too I love them super talented. One of the members Camila Cabello has been my girl crush lately, she super funny, pretty and goofy. Someone you can just enjoy being with. But her looks had got me super inspire lately. I feel like she has a similar style to me, preppy, girly and doll-ish. So I just been loving everything she wears and been copying her lately. I also love her super long and brow hair, I named my extensions after her (saddest fan ever, right?)  She also got me addicted to bows as well. Check her out her vocals will blow you away :)


Review: Mojolica Majorca Lash Enamel Glamour Volume On Mascara

I first heard of this mascara when Missglamorazzi in Youtube talked about it, like 4 years ago, and every since I been dying to try it. I've always wanted to try Japanese make up, and I bought this mascara months ago! I was super exited when I got it it cost me $15 online. I wanted this one which promises volume on lashes because I have really long lashes but they look very thin and separated, so I always look for the best Voluminous mascara. I have to say it does the job, I think I would enjoy it more if it wasn't so waterproof. I already knew it was waterproof but man! its super hard to take off, I had to buy special eye make up remover for this mascara but nothing seem to work. It comes of at the end but I feel like I have to really scrub to get it out. It dries quick in my lashes too, I like that. Overall its a very good mascara. The brush can be hard to get use to at first, but now I really use to it. I love this mascara, I think its perfect for oily lids or summer. This is the only one I use now a days so I maximize the product content until I cant use it anymore!

Pros:
Its kinda affordable
Super Black Mascara
The brush separates each lashes from another
Can be use on bottom lashes
You can build it up if you want!
Dries quick, doesn't smudge 
Give awesome volume, but It looks natural
Its waterproof


Cons:
Super hard to remove 
The brush its kinda tricky to use
Its a small amount you get for the price
Hard to get a hold of 

Hope you enjoy it!

Review: Tony Moly Pocket Bunny Sleek Mist


The first Korean product I ever used was from Tony Moly, its one of my favorite brands. I love how affordable its is and how well made the products are, they NEVER let me down, and the packaging are always super girly and cute! That's why this product was no exception it was honestly one of my first products from Tony Moly! and I love it, its a very refreshing mist that can be use for setting, refreshing and prepping skin! I love using this as a primer it leaves my skin fresh and smelling good!

So, this product promises to be kind on skin with natural fruits and ingredients making it super refreshing and smelly too! They are two mists, one formulated for oily skin and another for dry skin



I only tried the Sleek one because I do have very oily skin, so I recommend it for someone with the same skin type than mine. Its very small so it fits everywhere and the smell its not super overpowering.

Pros:
Its affordable
Super good size, small it fits everywhere 
Natural ingredients good for sensitive skin!
Cute bunny packaging
Refreshes skin in seconds 
Go for on the go girls
Good base for make up
Good for setting make up
Its a fine mist making skin easy to absorb
Not a super overpowering smell ( I get migraine from strong scents)



Cons:
Does contain very little product
The packaging can make it hard to pack in most small bags