Life Thoughts: Weight Issues

Hello Everyone! I hope you all are having a great time! :D I missed the Friday post! sorry!

In today's post I will be talking about something that I find very serious and delicate. It has become a global issue, and unfortunately I know a lot of you have been trough it. Weight Issues! It may be a first world problem, but it is very serious and at worst it could end up in death. I know everyone has there own opinion and experience with it, but I'm just gonna give you my point of view. I was Anorexic, for a long time actually. Its still is a delicate subject to talk about it, but I do wanna create awareness. When I was 11 years old, me and my sisters went to a house party with some friends at the time, We ate so much that night, it was crazy! I ate everything in that party, hamburger, pizza, cake, hot dogs, nuggets, brownies! Everything! I remember saying to myself, Alright you cant eat anymore ever again! and it was that day, that night I started a path that would led me to almost losing my mind and my own life. It wasn't the fact that I wanted to loose weight, I just couldn't bare the fact to gain any weight at all. At first I stated to cut every meal, since I got hungry so I became to do the crash diets!, there was a time I only ate once every two days. I ate, but obviously not enough, I'm was a child anorexic! I did once the liquid diet. This period of my life was the darkest and the most useless.       

People don't really understand eating disorders, the don't really consider it a mental disorder or an illness, but it is. People who have an eating disorder are sick and should be treated. Unfortunately people only get worst and many don't ever get help which lead to death or permanent consequences. Anorexia is not something that you get randomly, is the result of a personal, physical or psychological issue someone might be going through. It mostly comes accompanied with another mental disorder. In my experience i was treated for depression and anorexia. I was Anorexic for six years, it was only when I turned 17 years old that I decided to get help. It was probably the best decision I have ever made so far. Anorexia could be something trivial for most people but they don't realize that is a social issue not just personal. When someone calls you fat! is not exactly a compliment, or at least that's not there purpose. Society and the media makes you feel like you need to be a certain weight to fit they're standards of beauty. But you don't have to!, you can make up your own beauty standards. If you don't except yourself, who is? don't wait for someone to tell you your beautiful, believe it, own it. Because when you do, people will notice, and no one could ever destroy your confidence then. Perfection does not exits, I don't even know why the word even exists, don't search for something that would never appear, even better, own the meaning of perfection. Walk into life felling you own it! Nobody can ever take that away from you. You deserve nothing but happiness.

 hope you enjoyed it, have a great one!
xoxo Till next Friday ;)